post ke-399, percayakah?

ya, ini post ke-tiga-ratus-sembilan-puluh-sembilan di PossiblyDeranged.
dah banyak aku post kat sini rupanya.
mostly merangkumi daily life kat sini.
ada jugak spam ngan entry bergambar.
dan nonsensical info.
juga designs and the sorts.

and Uruha invites you to continue reading all the madness.

heheh.
walaupun tak banyak perkara yang menarik setiap kali korang datang sini, tapi for this blog to reach 400 posts, it's awesome, man.
yeah well kadang-kadang aku pun post ngan demonic speed bila takde benda lain nak buat, memang tak peliklah ngan angka 400 tu.
tapi still.
ada jugak orang yang baca PossiblyDeranged ni.

terima kasih banyak-banyak
untuk apa sahaja sumbangan anda terhadap blog ni
biarpun anda hanya tumpang lalu
dan mungkin tak kenal aku langsung pun
tapi aku tetap rasa terharu
oleh itu
aku sangat sangat berterima kasih kepada anda semua.

terima kasih.
thank you.

m(_ _)m

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tadi aku tengok lagi Repeated Countless Error final, part encore.
it reminds me why i like the GazettE so much in the first place.
their violent lives, their sincerity towards the fans, their everlasting gratefulness to the staff.

aku nak keep on supporting a band like that.
aku tau minat camni takleh bertahan forever, sebab minat seseorang tu bergantung jugak kat masa, tempat, dan keadaan.
but i hope i can support them for as long as i can.
and other bands and performers and people that i like now.
i want to be one of their strong followers.

because they've influenced my vision and thoughts,
they're a part of my memories (yes, sappy, cheesy, so whaaat haha),
i learned at least one thing from them,
and they played some part in my growth to this day.

so i don't want to just forget them.
i hope they themselves can keep on rocking and surviving for as long as they can.

dan aku akan cuba untuk jadi seseorang macam diorang,
tak lupakan orang sekeliling, tak lupakan asal-usul,
dan paling penting,
at least made someone smile and feel good about themselves.

i hope i can become a person like that.

はい　おやすみ。
alright goodnight.

/nadia yang bercita-cita kecil.

ps : sebenarnya tengah kind of bengang sebab komputer a bit lagging tadi, tambah pulak sakit kepala. tenung skrin lama sangat? dengar lagu kuat sangat? haha. tapi ari ni memang dengar lagu extremely kuat, dunno why, it feels good though.

ps2 : and for some reason, ari ni memang focus a bit more on the guitars masa dengar lagu semua. and kind of discovered yang some songs yang sebelum ni tak perasan sangat, the guitars are very VERY awesome.

ps3 : ...apsal entry kali ni macam lebih panjang dan agak...uh, speech-like? ahaha. emosikah.